Having it all

Daily writing prompt
What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable?

“Having it all” seems to be such a dangerous and self-defeating phrase.

It implies that there is something currently missing.

I’ve never tried to define “having it all,” nor have I ever strived for it.

What I seek is peace, calm, small moments of joy, and gratitude for what I have.

The Sunday Scaries

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The Sunday Scaries is a real thing, and I’ve been afflicted with it for most of my career.

The Sunday Scaries is the reason why I hardly ever take a vacation longer than a week. Because the longer the vacation, the worse the Sunday Scaries becomes.

The Sunday Scaries is a debilitating feeling of anxiety and anguish. It bubbles up to the surface feelings of insecurity and imposter syndrome.

It’s a feeling of panic and realization that you’re an adult, and that you’re expected to act like an adult.

When all you want to do is sleep in late and watch Fringe all day.

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Fix too many redirects after deactivating Cloudflare WordPress plugin

The problem

I noticed that when I opened the main Cloudflare plugin page on my WordPress site, I got an error spinner. I thought maybe I should deactivate the plugin and reactivate it to fix the problem.

But that was a mistake. Because it then resulted in a “Too many redirects” error when I tried to access my site, effectively locking me out of wp-admin as well.

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